I never update this
so I went to see mewithoutyou awhile ago
They played so well :]]]


Afterwards when i was walking to my car I saw Aaron Weiss walking out the back door and so I talked to him for awhile. He's such a nice guy :) I was shivering like crazy so he said I should wear his scarf!! So i did, and almost forgot to give it back hahah.


I wanna get finals over with

im tired of people
and events
and days
and relationships
and situations
and conversations
and touch
and actions

without any substance.

i need something substancial.
something really real.
something really comforting.
something really ..
really perfect
.


anywaysssss roadtrips to lawrence are fun =)












I ♥ Tessa


whitney took pics of me a couple weekends ago!!!!!!!! haha I guess she does this for people a lot. She just called me and was like come over now! It was fun
:)

these are my favoriiiiite







once photo is over, i'm gonna scan stuff from my portfolio :]:]
yay


have you ever been in a situation where you started liking someone, and you thought that just maybe they liked you back....and you find out your way off because they like one of your good friends- & they ask you to help hook them up with this friend. Inside you don't want to help because YOU wanna be with them but you say ok anyways.

yea so AJ and Melissa went to the Snowball last night because I helped hook them up
Seeing them together was weird. I didn't think i'd be that upset :/

It sucks when she's calling me and telling me what an awesome guy he is and how she hasn't felt this way about someone in so long.
I wanna be a good friend and be happy for her, but its hard.
blahhhhhhh

I've prefered being single for a long ass time.
I don't wanna be anymore

Me "not dating" or w/e ruined a lot of could be's and would be's. I'm not gonna say it was a stupid phase
but I just can't be independent anymore, I need to let someone else in

so I think I might actually give up the single life

Having someone over the holidays would be so great
I'm sick of being alone

Thats what I want for Christmas (:


AND A MO'FKNNNNNNNN CELLLLLLLL PHONEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR>>????????
ITS ALMOST 2007 AND I NEED A CELL PHONE!